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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2005|08:02 am]
[fEeLiNg SoRtA |tiredtired]
[JaMmInG tA |the doors]

Eaten sushi?: yeah
Been onstage: yeah
Been dumped: yeah
Has anyone ever been unfaithful to u?: yeah :(
Gotten in a car accident: no
Watched Punky Brewster: wtf is dat
Watched the Smurfs: HELL YEA THEY ROCK
Hiked a mountain: yeah
Stayed home on a Saturday night, just because: yeah
Seen the White House? nope


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Either/Or
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Cold or hot: hot
Lace or Satin: Silk
Blue or Red: red
Rain or snow: Rain
Give or receive: give
Wool or cotton: cotton
Rose or daisy: rose
Private school or public school: Private
Chocolate milk or plain milk:CHOCOLATE!!
Celsius or Fahrenheit: Fahrenheit..
Spring or fall?: Spring
History or Science?: History
Math or English: engliish


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Opposite sex
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Do you like someone right now from the opposite sex?: yepp <3
Does anybody like you right now?: yeah
What do you look for in a woman/man?: a amazing personailty

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Within the last 24 hours
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Had a serious talk?: yeah wit my mom
Hugged someone?: yeah
Gotten along with your parents?: pshhh hell no
Fought with a friend?: nope

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Do you like to
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Give hugs?: yeah!
Give backrubs?: no?
Take walks in the rain?: yeaah...me +britty do it all the time
What was the last CD you bought?: atreyu- the curse
If you chew gum, what kind? any kind thats good

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yOu
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Gender: 1o0% gurl <3
Nicknames: bec,beckers,becksters,beca,cindy,bahher,beba,


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Have you Ever
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Been to a concert: nope
Been in a different country: CANADA
Loved someone so much it made you cry: yeah
Cheated on a test: yeah
Smoked: HELL YEAH!!!!!
Bought something and then saw it cheaper somewhere else: mayb i dont pay attention
Stole from somewhere or someone: nope
Stalked someone: YEAH!! lol at the mall to give him my cosin's number

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Love
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Single or taken: Single <3
If single, are you looking for someone?: NoPe
If you could go out with anyone who would it be: matthew frieh!!(i love him)
Have you ever had an online relationship?: no cuz thats for gay homos that finger there ass all day.



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Others
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What is your worst habit:drinkin
Do you curse too much: yeah
Would you ever be a homosexual: EWW NO!!!!
Do u dress like a slut/prep/punk/snob/sporty/or just plain normal:uhhh idk
What color pants do you have right now?: rockin the tweety bird pj's
What color underwear do you have right now?: red
What is your computer desk made of?: woood
What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?: 5915

Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: w/,matt frieh in a ssmall house with a little fireplace in the country side
Do you have a lava lamp?: hell yeha i do
How many buddies do you have on your list?: 1...lol... i just this journal last nite
What did you do last night?: went out to dinner w/ my mom
What is the nicest present you've gotten this year?: a reality check
How do you eat an OREO?: eat the middle then the cookie
What makes you happy?: being with my britty

Who are you thinking of right now? darren
Do you want to have kids when you grow up?HELL NO
Are you a meany?: i think so??? idk?

-- Name: beca
-- Birthdate: March 27
-- Birthplace: portland organ
-- Current Location: amherst new,york
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: Brown w/ blonde highlights and light red bangs
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aries



Describe.
-- Your heritage: Irish.
-- The shoes you wore today: chucks
-- Your hair:down
-- Your fears:growing apart from certian people
-- Your perfect pizza: just cheese

What is.
-- Your most overused phrase:stupid mother fucker
-- Your thoughts first waking up: hmm weres puddle maker
-- The first aspect of the opposite sex that you notice: His Eyes
- Your best physical feature:idk
Your bedtime: idk
- Your most missed memory: when nick waesnt in love w.rachel so much and he talked to me everyday 24/7, i lost my best friend to her. :(

You Prefer.
-- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger king
-- Single or group dates: Just a group of people hanging out
--Adidas or nike: idk
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
--colate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers

Do You.
-- Smoke: yeah
-- Cuss: yeah
-- Sing well: hahah thats funny... NO
-- Take a shower everyday: yeah
-- Have a crush: kinda
-- Who are they: ..... no telling....
-- Do you think you've been in love: yeah
-- Like high school: i wanna transfer schools... cos the ppl at my school are all homos
-- Want to get married: idk
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys:no i use whatever finger is closest to the key i need
-- Believe in yourself: not at all
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak: NOO NOT EVEN CLOSE
-- Get along with your parents: no
--Like thunderstorms: no
-- Play an instrument: im not getting into that

Have you ever.

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing? : yeah
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeah
-- Been caught "doing something": yeh
--Been called a tease: yeah... but it was a joke
-- Gotten beaten up:nope
- Shoplifted: hmm..nope
-- If so, did you get caught: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: changed who i was.. but not to fit in ... cos i wanted to change
--ever taken advantage of someone or gotten taken advatage of:OH BOY!!! YEAh i saposably took advantage of a guy. but he also said he took advantage of me??

The future.
-- Age you hope to be married by:idk
umbers and Names of Children:if i do have a kid i want a boy named logan
Descibe your Dream Wedding: idk
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep
- Where you want to go to college: anywhere in the southern states
-- What do you want to be when you grow up:idk
-- What country would you most like to visit: austrlia

Opposite sex.
-- Best eye color?: Blue
-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair?: not like buzzed but not like girl hair
-- Best height: taller than me...but then again who isnt?
-- Best weight: not a fat tobe-a-lrd
-- Best articles of clothing: pants.. long pants
--first date location: idc whereever he wants
-- Best first kiss location:ina gazebo when its pouring rain

Number of.
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: i dunt member..lol
--Number of people I could trust with my life: NONE
--#of CDs that I own: no idea...have a lot
- Number of piercings: 1
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of scars on my body: a lot ... i fall alot... lol
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: everything from last january till november
-- Father thinks you are: a smart...loser who listens to crappy music
-- Mother thinks you are: a burn out slut... truth is IM ONLY A BURN OUT!
-- best friend thinks you are: crazy,WEIRD,
-- three best qualities are: i like to have fun and mak ppl laugh till they pee their pants
-- three worst qualities: bitch,violent,bitch

Yes or No.

-- you keep a diary: nope
-- you like to cook: psshhhh depends wht it is
-- you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yeah
-- you fold your underwear: no?
-- you talk in your sleep: yea!
-- you set your watch a few minutes ahead:no
-- you bite your fingernails: yeah
-- you believe in love: not any more... only the kind in the telle

Last.
-- movie you watched: 101 DALMATIONS 2:PATCHES LONDON ADVENTURE...but lauren stole the remote form me and we fucked up brittys t.v and i didnt get to see the end! :(
-- song you listened to:mushy love song_tusami bomb
-- song you've downloaded: the spill canvas_all hail the heart breaker
-- cd you bought:already:straylight run
-- person you've called:darren
-- person that's called you: nick
-- tv show you've watched: i cant member??
-- person you were thinking of? darren

Do..

-- you wish you could live somewhere else: everyday
--think about suicide: nope.. im a happy camper
-- you believe in online dating: nope
-- others find you attractive: prolly not lol
-- you want more piercings: yeah
-- you want more tattoos: no
-- you drink: yeah
-- you do drugs: yeah
-- you smoke: yeha
-- you like cleaning: when im made or need to think .. or mom makes me
-- you like roller coasters: no
-- you write in cursive or print:Print
-- do you carry a donor card: NO!

Have you.
-- ever cried over a guy: yeah...
-- ever lied to someone: yea
-- ever been in a fist fight: wit my brothers
-- ever been arrested: not...yet

hugs+ kisses

becksters
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unwritten law [Jan. 16th, 2005|09:23 pm]
[fEeLiNg SoRtA |aggravatedaggravated]
[JaMmInG tA |puddle maker barking]



Had a bad day, don't talk to me,gonna ride this out,My little black heart, breaks apart,with your big mouth.And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.I'm useless, lazy, perverted,and you hate me.You can't save me,You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, And everything, everything's my fault.Went to the doctor, and I asked her,to make this stop.(whoa)Got medication, a new addiction,Fucken thanks a lot.Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,
It ruined everything.(whoa)So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.You can't save me,you can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,and everything's my fault.You can't save me,You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everthing's my fault.And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,Baby wide awake at dawn.Helmet bad boy, tell the abloids,everything's my fault.Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,Whoa Whoa everthing's my fault,
everthing's my fault.I went to heaven, couldn't get it,For what I had done.I said forsake me, you said you're crazy.you were too much fun.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wake up call ,and everything's my fault.You can't save me,You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,and  everything,everthing's my fault.You can't save me,You can't change me,You can't save me,You can't change me,You can't save me,You can't change me,(everthing's my fault).You can't save me,You can't change me,Everything's my fault.

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Gym Class Heroes_Taxi Driver [Jan. 16th, 2005|09:20 pm]
[fEeLiNg SoRtA |accomplishedaccomplished]
[JaMmInG tA |Taxi Driver]


I took cutie for a ride in my death cab,she tipped me with a kiss I dropped her off at the meth lab.Before she left, she made a dashboard confessional..and spilled her guts in cursive. But what's worse is,I can still see her bright eyes like sunny day real estate.
Oh my, and the funny way the ceiling tastes.So high but no chance, my little chemical romance,left a bad taste in my mouth.But I approached her like, 'Hey Mercedes, why the long face why you cryin?'
No need, just put on this coheed and fall out...boy meets girl, jimmy eat world, but schlep eats pills 'til he's all out.Not once, not twice, she was thrice times a lady,acting all brand new but I had to bounce over to the postal services..to pick up these pills to take care of my nervousness.And on the way I saw planes and mistook 'em for stars,he played games but she took 'em too far.At the drive in watching soft porn and you could tell by the trail of the dead that there was something in the popcorn.Hopped in my cab destination midtown just to get up with some kids that like to get down.I made my rounds and that was that, in between the frowns and scraps and heart attacks.
And I remember, I seen her ass in early november
on a thursday, taking back sunday for a refund.
She shot a wink like 'No hard feelings'
then she jetted to Brazil. Man them pills had me spun.

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my nite so far [Jan. 16th, 2005|08:57 pm]
[fEeLiNg SoRtA |angryangry]
[JaMmInG tA |unwritten law_change me or soemthign like that]

 well mom called me and asked if i wanted to go out to dinner wit her and i said yeah. so she came and picked me up from the house and we went to jhon+marys cos i didnt feel like going ne place else. and we were in there i was eatting my hott as hell chicken fingers and she pulls out the most beautiful earrings i have ever seen in my entire life. there gold with a lil hoop in the front and a diamond (real) in the shape of a heart in the middle. and there from my dad. wow! I actually reallie didnt think he cared about me anymore. maybe its just a peace offering since im all agaisnt him + my mom seeing eachother again.

but anyways... me ,britty,lauren,doug,darren + flipper were gunna go midnight bowling tonite but brittys mom was being mean and decided not to let her out. i reallie dont see why. all she did today was sit on her ass and watch her lil sister cos her parents went to work...oh well... and when me and my mom were on the way to pick my brother up from his friend james's hosue she was yelling at me cos friday nite i had britty over cos my mom +dad went on a date. and i asked if darren cud come over n she said yeah. and i didnt kno that she was still outside cleaning the car off when he got there.cos i ran outside and jumped on him and gave him the biggest hug in the world. and shes like u shudnt be giving guys hugs if ur not going out wit them. OMG i was like mom hes my best friend thats a guy. britty hugged him to. i give everyone hugs wtf is wrong wit hugs. even the guys hugg ..but there just jokeing around. i was like getting so mad . and she was making the biggest deal outta it.aghhh i hate her soo much some times. well im outt cos darrens callin : ]

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hmmm [Jan. 16th, 2005|06:01 pm]
[fEeLiNg SoRtA |accomplishedaccomplished]
[JaMmInG tA |talking to darren on the phone]

well last nite was sooo much fun. me+ my girls britty n lauren went over to darrens house. n we had a party. it was me,britty,lauren,doug,darren,chris,flipski, flipskis new ugly ass bitch girl friend, and darrens sister lauren.

me n britty + lauren raided his closet and we all took a jersey adn a pair of darrens paints and we wore them over are clothes for the rest of the nite and we took pictures wit lowens cell phone and we looked so gnagster it was pretty funnie. and then darrens called up his aunt and she bought over the goods and i was soo happi that i got to drink. ah man im like a big ass achoolic now. and lauren bought weed from his aunt and the only ppl that smoked was me her and britty cos everyone else was ignoring us and beign ass holes cos flippers ugly ass skank girl friend was their.and i reallie dunt like her. as soon sa flipper got to darrens i ran up to him and gave him a hug. i didnt even kno he was bringing her adn she gave me the dirtyest fucking look ever. but yo.... me n britty n lauren and doug were the only ones that were fucked up but it was so much funn.

well im gunna go figure out this livejournal tihng cos im soo used to greatestjournal and i have a mad sweet layout that i want to put on hear soo imma figure out how to do that

hugs+ kisses

bec
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